I aint trustworthy - go someplace else!

I saw my soul moving - is it trustworthy then ?

Unintentional Suicide

I don have the right to do all of this !
There are so many people connected to me .
My survival - connected to theirs
concerned about my survival
How can i take all of this in my hand to just think about my ownself
No i am not saying anything that has not been said before !!
I never thought i will be in a position where i would ever realise the importance of being together
Do we really need the rebels ?
Everything seems so pointless and everything seems so small
Standing on the edge and tipping over -
Standing on the edge doesnt please me..
But the several hands do - who hold me and stop me from falling !

It isnt Love! Its life ! its love for life !

itne jaldi ishq ki dastaan likhte toh shayad zindagi aasan hoti
kuch hum khush hote .. kuch woh kitab bhi khush hoti
uthaya tha kalam par haath ruk gaye
aaap hi apni kuch kahani bataiye huzoor ..
kyunki hum itne kaabil nahin !


P.S - Dedicated To Amol - my dear friend !

Cracked

I agree its my fault !
I put the crack up on the minar's spine
but its addictive to talk to him
its amazing how he consoles you and listens to you
just looking at him makes you feel good
well i met him for the first time when i was a kid
but we started talking when i passed him every day
when i would purposely take that lush green road to work everyday
the green attracted me first
but then i noticed him
i could'nt stop staring
he noticed of course , he can see everything
we started talking and soon we became friends
i would take that road and just that road everyday
it was an excuse to meet him
his face and his slender body looked absolutely graceful against the sun
the early morning sun and his graceful stance - My day was made
well one evening i was upset and i had nobody to talk to
i took the road back home
and couldnt resist waiting for a bit there
took a halt sat on the foot path and faced the graceful old man
he was looking around observing people everywhere
and after awhile he noticed me
he asked me what the matter was a coupla times
but i was too depressed to even look up !
He bent down to hold me up
he bent down to pull me up
he bent down and he got my spirits up
he bent down but he cracked
I agree its my fault
i put the crack on the minar's spine
now whenever i am upset i go to him
i pay him a visit and look up
Well i went to the minar today
and couldnt help notice thousands of cracks
Cracks of holding a civilization
Crack of holding the city
Cracks on the old man
Cracks of the responsibility !
All of us bank on the minar today
i agree its my fault
i put the crack on the minar today !
well i just cant stop loving him !
And well he just cant stop loving US !

BE

If you ever saw a dream and murdered it
If you ever loved somebody and just hoped it
If you ever dreamt of the top and just stared at it
If what you had , for something better you left it
If a loved one told you to do something you did not wanna do , but you did it
If you ever said something but dint really mean it
If you closed your eyes in front of a beautiful sunset coz you thought you ll miss it
If an opportunity ever knocked on your door and you shut it
If you wanted to be this and you wanted to be that but you never decided on it
If you ever wanted to sing and be melodious but you croaked at it
If you ever deserved something but you managed to pass it
If you always wrote what you felt but never said it
You are a hypocrite
My friend dont look around
whats the use of looking for a person who has been a hypocrite to you
when the person who can hurt you the most is you !
Give yourself some credit
Let yourself loose
if you cant be true to your ownself
what is the fucking use ?
Do what you wanna do
Say what you wanna say
I would say BE
Just BE your ownself !

Beginning of the Being I